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Friday, April 30, 2010

Dilemma

There were many plans. There were many opportunities. Yet, I am still here.
As I witnessed the PGI batch 2010's Commencement Ceremony, I felt so old and so little with nothing to be proud of. I realized that nothing has come out of the graduation speech I made and spoke of.
The IM residents have graduated and are making their own plans to move on with their professional life. The Pedia residents are about to have their own ceremony in June.Here I am - still going on 24-hour duties, doing the work of a second year resident, junior consultant but not quite.
Many are asking me what am I still doing in this hospital? Why have I not left?

May 24, 2010
This week will decide what I am going to do for the rest of this life.

I should probably remember my essay in my Family Medicine Residency Application.
I should probably reread my graduation speech after Residency Training.
What changed me in between?
What really matters to me now?

Tuesday, April 27, 2010